Overall, this was my favorite project this year. Not only to do, but to watch as well. Our class is full of some talented and
wonderful people. It was amazing to get to see everyone being so open and to
learn things about these friends that I may never have guessed. It was probably my favorite experience in the
class.
Okay, now to my project explaining.
So my project was based on my deep belief that the world
tries to take away our imagination as we grow up, but we must hold on to
it. When we are young children, it is
okay for us to be ridiculous or silly yet the older we get the more that is
repressed. The main focus is to grow
up. If you don’t get a serious job, you
can’t make serious money. So the world
tries to tell us to move past those childish dreams and plays and to grow up.
Unlike most of the reading, I did not want to share a true,
personal story. The stories, like the
struggle of being half black and half white, were very deep and personal and
held great meaning. But I have learned I
am pretty good at creating stories, and I felt that style went a bit better
with my belief as well.
So this is what I was trying to show in my performance. I had two actors who had no idea what was
going on, to try and add to the imagination and improvisation I was trying to
promote. I pulled from one of my
favorite books growing up, Where the Wild
Things Are, but in a sort of reversed way.
This book takes a child’s room and turn it into a magic forest; I wanted
to do the opposite. I wanted to take a
magical land and turn it into an office, to show how the world tries to tell
you that what you are imagining is not real.
It is your inner child and not something that can help you in the real
world.
When I made this, I wanted my audience to hate the
ending. I wanted them to be so into the
story, wanting the prince to win and excited for what was going to happen, and
then crushed a little by showing how crappy of an ending it is to make the main
character believe that fairy tales don’t exist.
I figured I might be able to make a better point by having my audience
feel the same way I do rather than telling them what I thought. To hear that the prince did not win because
he was forced to grow up leaves a bitter taste in your mouth, and hopefully it
led them to think about the message.
Don’t grow up. Keep
your creativity. Keep imagining.